Luasnya Pengampunan Allah

        Just now I had Usrah with adik2 in Afza's room. Today Chap gave tazkirah about bacaan during Duduk Antara 2 Sujud. It is really helpful to know and understand the meaning so that we can get khusyuk in our solat. Sometimes, we don't know which doa will be fulfilled by Allah. Thus, each doa/bacaan we recite during solat might be one of it.  

Rabbi - Ya Tuhanku
Ighfirli - Ampunilah aku
Warhamani -Sayangilah aku
Wajburni - Tutuplah aib-aibku 
Warfa'ni - Angkatlah darjatku
Warzuqni - Kurniakanlah rezeki kepadau
Wahdini - Berikan aku petunjuk
Waa'fini - Sihatkanlah aku
Wa'fua'nni - Maafkanlah aku

Tadabbur - Az-Zumar 48-56

      Fitri shared about hidup "menumpang". She realized that as a small human being, she feels grateful and thankful to live on this earth. So, she will make sure she is always in wudhu' to show her gratefulness of given a chance living on this earth. She relates with this ayat, "Dan kembalilah kamu kepada Tuhanmu, dan berserah dirilah kepadanya sebelum datang azabNya kepadamu, kemudian kamu tidak dapat ditolong." (54) So, who gonna help us if not Him? You know your duty as His servant aren't you?

        "Dan tidakkah mereka mengetahui bahawa Allah melapangkan rezeki bagi siapa yang Dia kehendaki dan membatasinya. Sesungguhnya pada yang demikian itu terdapat tanda2 bagi kaum yang beriman"(52). Eiman shared about rezeki. She said each people on this earth has different rezeki. Some people are rich, but unhappy. Some people lives poorly, but happy. We should not envy or feels unfair whenever we see other people's rezeki cause ours are already determined by Him. All we need to do is just believe in Him. 

         Fatin talked about the ayat that I plan to share. "Katakanlah, "Wahai hamba-hambaKu yang melampaui batas, terhadap diri mereka sendiri! Janganlah kamu berputus asa dari rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya Allah mengampuni dosa-dosa semuanya. Sungguh, Dialah Yang Maha Pengampun, Maha Penyayang". (53) She said, dont give up on Allah. Ask for his forgiveness as He will surely forgives. She told the story about a slut gives water for a dog to drink. Afza added something but I can't remember. . . 

This ayat can be related to Hadis 42

Anas RA berkata, Saya mendengar Rasulullah SAW bersabda, Allah swt berfirman, 

     "Wahai anak Adam selama engkau berdoa dan berharap kepada-Ku, nescaya Aku ampuni segala dosamu yang telah lalu dan Aku tidak pedulikan lagi.

     Wahai anak Adam jikalau dosamu membumbung setinggi langit lalu engkau minta ampunan-Ku, pasti engkau Ku-ampun. Wahai anak Adam andai engkau datang kepada-Ku dengan kesalahan sepenuh bumi, kemudian engkau bertemu dengan-Ku dalam keadaan tidak menyekutukan-Ku sedikit pun, pasti Aku mendatangimu dengan ampunan sepenuh bumi pula." 

Hadis Riwayat Tarmizi

        There's a riwayat said that, if we (human) did not make sins, Allah will surely create another creature that make sins so that they would ask for His forgiveness. 2 stories that I shared that related to this ayat are pemuda who killed 99 peoples and Firaun who is drowning in the sea.

Pemuda who killed 99 people

There's a man who has hobby of killing people. After killed 99 peoples, he feels guilty and plan to change to a better person. He meets an Ustaz and ask whether is there any chance for him to change. The Ustaz said no as he already killed 99 peoples and will surely enter hell. Because of anger, he killed that Ustaz straight away. He still not giving up and believe there's chance for him. He meet another Ustaz. The Ustaz said "Dont worry, Pengampunan Allah itu Luas. You have to move to another town because it is difficult for you to change here as you already killed 100 peoples in this town." The man thank the Ustaz and starts to move to other town. On his way, ditakdirkan he passed away. 2 Malaikat, who taking care of heaven and hell fighting with each other to take this man. Malaikat neraka said, as he killed 100 innocent peoples, he deserves hell but Malaikat syurga insist to take the man to the heaven because of his niat to change. Allah ask them to measure the distance between the place the man died and the new town with the old town. The results shows that the distance to the new town is nearer and differ by sejengkal with the distance from the old town. The man finally taken to the heaven.

Firaun yang mati lemas

When the divided sea which helps Nabi Musa and his kaum run from the Firaun bercantum again, Firaun menyesal and ask Musa to pray to his god to save him. Musa who is really mad at Firaun does not help him. Firaun finally dead in kufur. There's riwayah states that if and only if Firaun ask forgiveness directly to Allah, and not through Musa, Allah will surely forgives him. But too late he did not ask it from Allah. There's another riwayah states when Firaun is drowning, Malaikat who knows sifat pengampunan Allah, put sands into Firaun's mouth so that he couldn't talk to ask forgiveness from Allah. Cause if Firaun ask, Malaikat knows Allah will surely forgives.  

 Alhamdulillah, too many things we learned tonight and yet there's still a lot more to discover.

Vain as long as you can

I have 2 exams this week, pray for me, thanks :D